Saturn - I know how you feel, as I was exactly the same during my first round in the Avalon Cup. I'm the same as you - I don't like Green Races either and it took me a while to get into it. But by then it was too late and I was beaten.
I'm a bundle of nerves when it comes to events like these and my racing skills suffer because of it. I need somebody to make me think that it isn't an event race when it actually is so I won't be nervous and mess it up!