If a Church had a WiFi hotspot would it be called..... The Promised Lan :D
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If a Church had a WiFi hotspot would it be called..... The Promised Lan :D
We cleared things and stay great frieds.
I sacrificed my own desires and wishes to let her have a peaceful time.
Maybe sooner or later, we still can be more than just friends.
She hurt me, but I'm ready to forget everything if she decides to give me a chance. One day...I hope
Like I said, don't wait for her, do your own thing, and you'll win either way.
If you do wait for her, you'll lose everything.
Also, the "stayed great friends" thing, that's an illusion.
I recently had oral surgery. I got my wisdom teeth out, and two teeth up-righted and I had brass wires put on them to hold them in place. I went in to the office confident. I went into the surgery room and got nervous, but then they used the anesthetic and I fell asleep. I had been playing 2097 that morning, and I have vague memories of dreaming about 2097. When I woke up, they didn't give me pain medicine, and we had to drive to get it. When we arrived, the slow people at my local Walgreens didn't have it ready for ONE HOUR. I was forced to go home and suffer having four gaping holes in my gums for an hour, then I took the pain medicine and regurgitated blood. By the time I was settled with some meds in me, I could only watch TV, because I had to hold ice packs on my face. I continued on like this for days. Eventually I got angry because I couldn't eat anything but soup and ice cream. After a week I still can't eat and we've found the problem. The freaking brass wire is jabbing into my flesh causing it to swell. Whenever I try to bite down I bite the swollen flesh resulting in extreme pain. *sigh*
But...we are really best friends
You can't be friends with someone you're in love with and who doesn't love in you in return.
At least that's how I've gotten to experience it.
But who knows? Time will tell.
But like I said, in the meantime, if you don't want to hurt too much, find yourself someone else to fill that heart :)
How could I stop to love her, just because she wants to be with someone else?
I love her to make her happy. Long time it was the only useful thing I did.
Maybe...she changes her mind...
I'm not saying you have to stop loving her, you can't anyway. That's the whole point. You will always want more than just being friends.
Also, love is not as simple as "changing your mind". If she did love you, you'd already know and she would already do her best to show it to you. But she's not.
I'm sorry, I know I sound harsh, but I've been in your position (quite recently too) and when people close to me kept telling me that it was not going to happen, I started to let go of that idea.
I still love and miss her and will always do, but at least I'm moving on.
I suggest you start doing the same as soon as you can. Right now, you're still processing all that ****.
Your best allies: time and action. Be patient, but also DO STUFF to shift your mind to something else... and then someone else.
Viel Glück!
Maybe just forget what I said...
Damn, my life is twistier than a movie XD
Random thought;
Why can't ebayers package their stuff properly?? It seems like they think items get shipped alla "Beam me up scotty"
Bought 3 wipeout things for the collection, all 3 cases arrived damaged.. :(
FYI; Bubble-wrap lined envelopes are worthless, don't waste money on them.
Oh, and superglue is best used on your hands, it's the one thing it'll insta-glue..
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